I was going to actually watch some more V tonight.
But I think I will just stare at my ceiling and try my best to fall asleep. It is like…almost 4AM again. Owen, I shall finish season one at some point. XD
I kinda sorta hate myself.
I think this lack of sleep is starting to really affect me. Or something. Geez. I’ve just been getting incredibly sad and then I will just go sit in the bathroom, in the dark and listen to music while I cry. I also think far too much when I sit there. I start thinking of things that I don’t like about myself, things I don’t like that are happening at work and school and...
I was the only one in the booth, therefore, I was...
Jack: Hey, I heard there are donuts in the Green Room. Everyone exits excitedly except the first Emily and Jack. Now, you know what I am talking about. Phil! Roll the tape. Emily: Tape? Jack: Film expression. Most people understand that. Now, we’re in theater class. Scene change, scene change, scene change. XD Go me!
I also think the alopecia areata is rearing its ugly head again. It is going to be just like 6th grade.
I wish I could be like everyone else in the family
and just not care.
just promised Bri I would do my homework and avoid drugs.
THE RAIN IS COMING DOWN LIKE NO OTHER.
This is a beautiful night. Hell…yes.